This is me, the girl behind the monkey.
There’s no pills you can take this time to get away from who I am…I’m the injury that hurts you. Your misery, your stupidity. Your remorse, your blood, your cross. The finger pointing at you, the poison on your cup, the patience that’s gone, the forgiveness that doesn’t exist. The sky without stars, the madness laughing at you. I’m a bitch, I’m a lover. I’m a child, I’m a mother. I’m a sinner, I’m a saint. I’m your hell, I’m your dream. I’m nothing in between. I’m your friend. I’m the light in your darkness, the girl of your dreams, your smoke after sex, the moon of your sky. I’m the one who makes you laugh, the happy sekrit you’ll never tell. The best choice you’ll ever make… and if you do it, you’ll find out what I’m all about.
I’m this latin girl *points*. I’m known as Drael, Raksha, Phoebz, Wench, or Bad Girl. I’m not cut out to be bright and shiny. My story is long, I don’t know if boring, at least, I don’t think so. I’m an emo muffin but I’m also a princess. THIS is my world where there’s not a thing I don’t cherish. Being *bad* makes me happy. I’ve got to find a way to jump over the moon… I drink, therefore I am.
Quick facts:
- I don’t like my real name, so don’t ever call me that.
- I’m 23.
- I live in Mexico City.
- In August 28th, 1985 I cried for the first time ever.
- I have 1 brother, 1 half-brother and 2 half sisters.
- I was a smart kid.
- I wanted to be a boy when I was a child, so I could play with soldiers.
- I was a loner.
- I didn’t have a happy childhood.
- I spent my “childhood” running away from my dad, throughout the country.
- I hated junior high. Thought about suicide once or twice there.
- At 15 I ran away from home.
- I loved highschool, I finished it at 16.
- Somewhere along the way I stopped being a smart kid o_O
- I’ve had some messed up relationships.
- I’m very eclectic.
- I’m more emotional.
- I want a prince and a fairy tale.
- When I fall in love is for a loooooooong time.
- Music is my boyfriend.
- I love singing and playing the guitar.
- I’ve been making music since I can remember.
- I cheat on music with movies ’cause I love movies beyond knowledge!
- Favorite shoes: Black converse.
- I’m afraid of the darkness and also of being alone.
- There’s a monster living under my bed…Or two.
- I can’t live without smokes, coffee, chocolate and cheese.
- I love fast food.
- I love sushi.
- I hate doing the dishes.
- I love thunderstorms and rainy days.
- I love reading.
- I usually daydream.
- I rarely forget a meaningful moment.
- I’m very kinky.
- I love Phalanx.
- I believe in commas, one true love, fairies, ghosts, witches and magic. I do!!! I do!!!
- I hate Christmas.
- I love Halloween.
- I love Disney and Dreamwork’s movies.
- Sleeping Beauty is my favorite Disney’ movie ever and I had a crush with the prince.
- I’ve swam in the other side of the world: Sattahip, Thailand.
- I’ve been scouting for lots of years.
- I love kids.
- I have some kids that I borrow on saturdays so we can play, I adore and I just care so much about them.
- I’m a very jealous person with people I “really” care about.
- When I get angry is for real.
- I wonder if I’m happy very often.
- When I go shopping I want to buy everything.
- I adore cartoons.
- I love anime.
- I love videogames, Zelda is the best!
- I’m also in love with some tv series.
- I think the godfather, as Tom Hanks said once: is the answer to every question, that and chocolate, obviously!
- Star Wars is just like wow! I want to be a Jedi.
- Harry Potter is the magical universe I live in.
- My friends mean the world to me.
- I hate August.
- I hate my birthdays. Davey is the only one who makes me happy on that terrible day.
- Nelson Mandela rocks!!
- I have a crush on Jessica Alba >.>
- I hate lies and liars.
- I could be a Sleeping Dictionary.
- Some times I’m a “real” bitch.
- I’m not like every other girl, I’d laugh when they’d get mad.
- I don’t need money to be happy, just time, laughter, sillyness and kinkyness.
- I’m the Princess of Kinktopia [according to Tomra].
- My favorite flower: tulips. Especially purple ones. I also like white roses.
- Things I watched when I was… younger. Actually, I still kind of do x] [Thank god for youtube]: Heidi, Winnie Pooh [because of Tigger, only], Alvin and the Chipmunks, Rescue Rangers, The Smurfs, Muppets Baby, The Ghostbusters, Pinky & The Brain, Thundercats, Samurai Pizza Cats, Ranma 1/2, Garfield & Friends, Mega Taz-mania, Duckula, Pink Panter, The Road Runner Show, The Simpsons, Dragon Ball, Animaniacs, Tiny Toons, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, Top Cat, Captain Tsubasa, Saint Seiya, Sailor Moon, Remy, Dinosaurs, Boy Meets World, The Fresh Prince of Berl Air, Saved By The Bell, Slam Dunk, The Ewoks, The Snorkels, Monchichis, Sakura Card Captor, Silverhawks.
Finally… I’m a girl with abandonment issues and I use the word “love” way too much…
